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  • Listening to: Lady GaGa
  • Watching: true blood, scrubs
  • Drinking: cacao

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I'm so lonely


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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: silence
  • Reading: vampire chronicles once more
  • Playing: sims3
  • Eating: like a pig
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For some time now I'm working freelance as a image retoucher (aka photoshop wizard), you can see samples on Model Mayhem www.modelmayhem.com/773746 and I'd gladly welcome new commissioners! Sorry for such advertising but lately I'm short on cash, really.

Anyway I'd also want to trot out a little; this year after a week of qualification, 6 exams and interview I managed to get place at Fine Art Academy in Gdansk (Poland); there were 114 candidates, 24 vacancies and I was 9th, woohoo! Say congrats to a new graphics design student;)


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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Watching: la&miami ink
  • Playing: vtmb

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Woohoo, today I'm twenty! Want to give me a present? www.alchemygothic.com/index.ph… just kidding ;)

Sorry for lack of creativity here on dA.
I've tons of my student work for upload but I'm not really sure if you're interested in traditional media still lifes.
Anyway take care


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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Reading: crime and punishment
  • Eating: once a day
  • Drinking: green tea

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www.saatchi-gallery.co.uk/show…

You know which rate I expect from you, right? ;)

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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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Yes, that's right.
I'm looking for a job in London (for 2 months). If you know some cool offer or you're a lucky employer- contact me, thanks.

I've gone through 3 multiple entrance exams (the pleasure of artistric majors :/ ) and I'm going to study Artistic Education in the area of Visual Arts since October at the Uni (unfortunately not Fine Arts Academy) but I'll try my best next year.

What is connected with the message above- I've got about 20 new unpublished previously works in traditional media (drawing, painting) which still wait to be shown to the world (yeah, my camera is still broken). It seems you would have to wait longer than I expected.

I'm afraid I have nothing else to say.

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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Mood: Worried
Yay!
I've gone through qualifications with positive result and I'm soo excited:) Anyway one of proffesors directly told me that it would be hard for me to go further but we'll see it later. My entrance exams starts on monday (composition, drawing and painting).
Thanks for your support and fingers crossing, folks :)
  • Mood: Amazed
Tommorow at 2 PM are my qualifications for entrance exam at arts academy. I'm frightened.
Keep your fingers crossed for me, please.
  • Mood: Speechless

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If you're my myspace friend you probably already know what I want to say.
I've been interviewed by Drexter Magazine . You can see the issue here (it's in English, pages 52-63).
You've probably also noticed a question in the subject of this entry. The article about my art (not an interview) is in Indonesian. I do not know Indonesian at all and the editor told me that the translation will take a while. So that I'm asking someone to translate it to English for me. Is there anybody who could help me..?

But that's not everything I wanted to share with you.
I (my art actually) was the subject of Red Monkey the Anti-goth's final project to get his degree.
He wrote an essay you can read and comment here. Nice, huh?
    
Finally the last piece of news.
My H5N1 thing became a DD (it's my second one). I's an honour and I should be happy but I'm not. At all. I'm really really mad instead.
I can't understand why you like these things which I truly hate. I mean H5N1 is probably my first serious piece of art but it's not good and not my style anymore. I 've been considering putting it to scraps or maybe even deleting and now what? A Daily Deviation! Gosh, it's so frustrating.
(Yeah, I'm grateful).


My Prints

About love by empatia Selfportrait in dead point by empatia

All dreams lost by empatia :thumb79566510:

Stagnation by empatia Stella was a dreamer by empatia

Welcome by empatia Showtime II by empatia

Unreachable by empatia H5N1 by empatia

015 ID by empatia Studium I by empatia


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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: with my cat

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You didn't notice last year so here's your chance.


My Prints

About love by empatia Selfportrait in dead point by empatia

All dreams lost by empatia :thumb79566510:

Stagnation by empatia Stella was a dreamer by empatia

Welcome by empatia Showtime II by empatia

Unreachable by empatia H5N1 by empatia

015 ID by empatia Studium I by empatia


My other accounts

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:iconinf3cteddoll:

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:iconempatia-stock:


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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Conquest by White Stripes
  • Reading: my notebooks

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Hi all! Yesterday I graduated from my secondary school. Nice, huh? I've got one week left to my exams from polish, english, history and then parol english and polish. But this is not the point. In July I've got also my entrance exams at the Academy of Fine Arts and I'm really really afraid. They want only 24 people on my preffered major (graphics design).

That's why I'm not uploading anything. I've got no time for manips, my camera is broken and I can't even take photos. But anyway I'm making huge number of traditional works and I can't show you them (camera). I've made a large charcoal nude, I'm making an oil painting- still life with my cat and two other big drawings. It makes me nervous, because during those 3 years I got worse in traditionals and now my come back is not so easy. Oh, and did I mention that at July 1st I have to have 10 large paintings and 10 large drawings? I have no idea how and when I'm gonna make these. I can't wait to change my deviant type into "art student" but I don't think I'm gonna make it. I'm frightened.

Oh, did I mention that I've won mosaicglobe's Creativity Competition? Check this out www.mosaicglobe.com/page/4531 .

And the final word- BUY MY PRINTS.
I'm trying to buy Canon 400d and additional money and eventual donations would be very fine for me.


My Prints

About love by empatia Selfportrait in dead point by empatia

All dreams lost by empatia :thumb79566510:

Stagnation by empatia Stella was a dreamer by empatia

Welcome by empatia Showtime II by empatia

Unreachable by empatia H5N1 by empatia

015 ID by empatia Studium I by empatia


My other accounts

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:iconinf3cteddoll:

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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Secret Garden
  • Reading: my notebooks
  • Playing: escape the room games
  • Eating: a lot
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I want to say thanks to RIVI1969 who has bought me a one year subscription. I'm also looking for commission.


Beside it I'm afraid about my future. I'm frightened actually.


My Prints

About love by empatia Selfportrait in dead point by empatia

All dreams lost by empatia Attention please by empatia

Stagnation by empatia Stella was a dreamer by empatia

Welcome by empatia Showtime II by empatia

Unreachable by empatia H5N1 by empatia

015 ID by empatia Studium I by empatia


My other accounts

Photography
:iconinf3cteddoll:

Stock
:iconempatia-stock:


Warning

Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:

myspace | flickr | digart


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  • Mood: Defeated
  • Eating: a lot
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Lately I`m taking part in Redd's contest for a beer can design. I've uploaded my project, it`s not very special, but I like it. I hope you will too. Anyway I don`t have many friends, who would vote for so I`ve got a little request. Could you give me some extra points? To vote you need to click on the little flower under the "eempi, Grudziadz" inscription and I'll be very grateful if you would click on the last one (highest rating)

Here's the link: www.redds.pl/index.php?/view/p…
Monday the contest is over so I please, hurry up. And thank you very much in advance :)

I`ve got one more thing yet, which makes me think I'm not very giving person ;] My subscription has expired and browsing DA without it makes it less fun and useful.  So if you've got some money and you don`t know what to do with them support an (almost) starving artist like me!


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My Prints


www.deviantart.com/print/12924…


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          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some commercial way, note me or e-mail me. I`m also avaible for commisions. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:


myartspace | flickr | heelpress | digart
myspace | vampirefreaks  | grono | last.fm

the Portfolio of Malgorzata Jasinska

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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Ciara
  • Watching: La femme Nikita
  • Playing: Submachine
  • Drinking: Coffee

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As you can see nearly a half of my gallery with photographs has just vanished. I decided that my empatia account will only contain my artworks, not photographs. I no longer describe myself as a photographer. I`m a digital artist, who currently is a kind of traditional media artist wannabe.  
Everything is moved to Inf3ctedDoll account. I would be very glad if you watch my new gallery too and give some favorites. I`m not suggesting anything but subscription would be very useful. Thank you


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Stella was a dreamer by empatia Stagnation by empatia

Welcome by empatia Attention please by empatia

015 ID by empatia


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          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:


myartspace | flickr | heelpress | digart
myspace | vampirefreaks  | grono | last.fm


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  • Listening to: Stay OST
  • Drinking: Green tea
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Yes, finally!
I`ve got my print account and I won`t mind if you buy some of my pieces :giggle:

Welcome by empatia Stagnation by empatia

For more I have to wait for permissions from all owners of stocks I used and I guess it will took some time :/
I`m working on pieces named "Isolation" and "They`re coming to take me away, ha-haa!" so they are going to be avaible soon (near "Welcome", "Fairytales", "Golden Age of Grotesque" and "Jajeczko").

Do you remember something like my stock?
I haven`t been uploading anything new for ages and I didn`t even mention about having one. Anyway there`s three new images ready to use from my 'Practice' session. I`m very curious what you`ll make from these pieces. There`s a link: empatia-stock

And one more thing that I am proud of. I won the Moleskine challenge on Heelpress.com! I`ll receive great sketchbook which was the choice creative surface for Picasso, Matisse and Hemingway. Nice, huh? ;)
It was a long time ago when I lately won something and it makes me pleased even more. And I`ve got my birthday soon :giggle:


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          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. You can also contact my agent Angelles-LaVeau. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?


You can also find me at:


myartspace | flickr | woomp | cg talk | cg channel | heelpress | digart
myspace | vampirefreaks  | grono | last.fm


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  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: hyde
  • Reading: hitler, study of crime
  • Drinking: coffee
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: goran bregovic
  • Reading: heart of darkness
  • Eating: a lot
  • Drinking: mocca
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          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. You can also contact my agent Angelles-LaVeau. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?

You can also find me at:

flickr | cgchannel | heelpress | digart | myspace | vampirefreaks  | last.fm | grono

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  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Phantom of the Opera OST
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee
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25,000 pageviews.. thank you :blowkiss:

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          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. You can also contact my agent Angelles-LaVeau. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?

You can also find me at:

myspace.com | vampirefreaks.com  | last.fm | digart.pl | grono.pl

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     As you can see now I`m a beta tester, because of gesellix, who bought me a 3 month subscription! He have done this, cause I let him use an eye from my ID into his new avatar. You can see it here www.deviantart.com/deviation/3… and my subscription is a sort of acknowledgement. Anyway thank you very much gesellix, I`ll remember your act of kindness, I`m very grateful.
     Currently everyone tells me that I am not as dark as I used to. However I don`t thinks so. My condition is not as bad as always, because of my succeses with art. Firstable Daily Deviation, then a lot of you, who seem to truly like what I`m doing and now subscription from a stranger. And belive me, it`s just awesome. I wish you all feel as now I do, but anyway I know that there are a lot of more successful artists, It`s just about the feeling.

:bulletpurple: Warning

          Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publish my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problem. Get it?

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  • Mood: Mad
  • Listening to: Je crois entendre encore
  • Watching: Too many to mention them here
     Even as a little girl I've been extremely introwertic, creative and imaginative. I'm a loner and people think I`m strange but some of them appreciate my very subjective point of view.

     My name is Malgorzata Weronika Jasinska but I am also known as eempatiaa / empatia or Inf3ctedDoll. I have spent my lonely childhood in a city called Grudziadz (Poland) and I still live here. When I was little I used to make a lot of drawings, especially portraits of Manga & Anime characters. I always knew that I am an artist but I didn't know yet in which medium should I work. So that I decided to join the music school for playing piano but it didn't become my destiny. I also tried with other kinds of art but I wasn't cut out for them. There was no comparison with drawing and painting.Through the next years my works have been appreciated and won some contests.
     About four years ago after designing only layouts for blogs I  started making photomanipulations and other digital artworks. It was a dead-centre in my development. I discovered that there is something better for me than just traditional art. In a short time I have learned a lot about manipulaing pictures in various ways. My digital artworks are mostly dark or surreal. I really enjoy designig this but after some time it wasn't enough, I also wanted to take images I manipulate.
     Three years ago on my sixteenth birthday (and yes, this year I am nineteen years old) I got a digital camera. In photography my main subject is a portrait of human though of my asociality. Because of isolation that it brings I am the model on the most of my pictures. My curse is my gift.
     My nightmares, deep sensitivity and emotional instability gives the best (and uncomfortable) inspirations I could ever have. Things like daydreams, fairytales and old horror movies also have its influence in my creations. For a long time I couldn`t decide between graphic design and photography. I guess photomanipulating is some kind of compromise which really satisfies me and my artistic ambitions.

     For me art is passion and visions, the mirror, which shows my feelings and connects me with the rest of the world. Nothing can't save me from demons in my head but art is the one which keeps me alive and doesn't let me go crazy, but sometimes..
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Since september I haven`t got enough time for artworking and I got worse and worse at school. One year ago and earlier I was one of the best students at school. Becouse of some kind of drugs (alternative antidepressants - all legal) my intelect has fallen apart. And more - my creativity is worse too, I have no time for taking better photos and I am too lazy to make photomanipulations. Oh what a pity. I think I have to fix it both.
Currently I fight with almost everyone and I love it. It makes me more self considered and maybe it`s not very good, but finally I don`t care and it`s a huge success for me, so I`m having a pretty good time.
Did you see the Eurovision show yesterday? I wish Lithuania won, they were just brilliant and this sense of humour- I adore this song, instead of it`s sarcastic form. Bosna & Herzegovina were good too, don`t you think?
And about the winners.. Finland rocks, but anyway I don`t think they deserve for winnig this famous contest.
I`m trying to write my autobiography for Angelles Art International website, but I`m not doing well. I don`t like writing about myself and my style of art. I think I would never be good in this.
But there is also one thing to be proud of. The lovely Angelles-LaVeau did a painting of me. Just check it out! www.deviantart.com/deviation/3… Isn`t it beautiful? Feel free to give a lot of favs and comments, we will appreciate your support.

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Remember that my account is not a stock and please do not use my work on your site/CD cover/flyer/concert poster/etc without my written permission. If you are interested in using my work in some way, note me or e-mail me. My written permission is not required only when you don`t publishe my artworks (for school presentations, decorating walls in your room etc). Be careful, because if you won`t accept these rules, you will have a problems. Get it?

:bulletpurple: I`m proud member of :bulletpurple:

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  • Mood: Mad
Oh! I`m so unhappy..
And the trouble is I`m deadly serious.

I need some pills that could save my life every day.
I wonder whether go to the specialist.
But I won`t let myself do it.

Help me / I don`t need your help

I`m afraid my several yeared process of dying is ending soon.
Every second is more than I can take.

And there came problems with school, no ideas for artworks and special deficit of motivation. Strong sense of guilt.
I don`t want to go to school anymore.

I`ve got no contact with anyone for months.
I`m nothing.
I only waste the time.
I deserve nothing.

And God doesn`t love me.